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Jan. 19th, 2008

le spectacle doit aller sur.

I really hate the show that I'm in right now. Its absolutely horrendous. I don't know how it could've been made better, but it just feels horrid. One of the leads walks out twice during rehearsal, missing his scene the first time and learning a part of a dance the second. Are you kidding me? Like when is that ever right? The attitudes are absolutely horrendous and admittedly, my own doesnt help. Irregardless, I just hate it.

I'm not going to say there aren't really good parts. There are. A majority of the Sharks are absolutely fantastic. America is wonderful. Bernardo does a fantastic yell. Maria has a gorgeous voice. I just feel like the bad outweighs the good.

Honestly? I wish that I would have dropped the show. It would've saved me so much grief and time. Lord knows that I could have used the time. I barely have any time to myself and thats killing me. Whatever.

Le spectacle doit aller sur.

have I mentioned how much I miss French

Dec. 11th, 2007

better's not good enough.

i'm better than many,

but not good enough.


Nov. 24th, 2007

Emo-centric lyrics circa 1978

I Will Survive, Gloria Gaynor

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

It fits my life.

Nov. 20th, 2007

ran with scissors

pathetic - open letter style

Dear star,

I know its probably not your fault, but its really disgusting how people faun over you.


It would be so much easier to hate you if you weren't talented.



Dear painfully obsessed,

Get over him.

Get over him.

Get over him.

Its really sad, and it makes you look really desperate.

No one wants to tell you, but you should probably know.

-A friend.


My old favourite class,

What the hell? We used to be so good, and now we have nothing.

Focus, please. Learn when to play and when to work.

And I know she has her faults, but respect her, its the right thing to do.

-Disconcerted classmate


Dearest Castmates,

Why are you not showing up to rehearsal?

You signed on, and now you don't sign up.

What the f?

Commitment, would be fantastic.





-I whose teeth are spreading.


These were very freeing.

Aug. 24th, 2007

Caramel Apple French Toast.

Aug. 12th, 2007

Cheese Cappelletti with Herbed Brown Butter


Aug. 1st, 2007

Who knew.

That a dance could cause such an emotional response in me?

If you watched So You Think You Can Dance, you know what I mean.

Jul. 22nd, 2007

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I really don't post here that often any more.

I do post a lot more on my actual blog,

Go read it.

But here's the newest entry. . . .

No, I'm sorry this isn't going to be the juicy blog I promised yesterday. I'm not really up to writing the whole thing. I'm not really even up to writing this, but i figure that I would just because I had said that I would write something, and I'm not some that will go back on their word. But most likely tomorrow, there will be a nice lengthy-ish blog about this weekend. I think so. It was quite emotionally charged for me, though I'm not really sure why considering that nothing was ever said right out in the open. But whatever, that's something for me to explore tomorrow.

For Now, I'm going to do a meme that I wasn't tagged for. Hahah. But regardless, I think that it will be something nice to do and it won't involve too much heavy thinking. That being said....



And there you have it. Remember : Good entry tomorrow!!! Most likely not going to be cross posted, so if you want something semi-emotional semi-ranty which is sure to include some code names [ because they're fun ] and definitely some expletives, go to my blog


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Jun. 25th, 2007

Off to Nebraska.

I'll be gone for a week.
I might not have access to a computer, so text me.
Pajama Game --- Break a leg and blow them out of the water.
Love y'all!

Jun. 5th, 2007

Descort and an attempt.

I am the descort, and thwart, and long
for discordant, mordant chaos;
See the pretty dissolution,
See the ditty pattern briefly then
Dissolve away
Into a
Mode of messy disagreeable
(but me-able)
Affray, with lovely spite and hating,
Fights and hurting,
Never abating.
(Quite contrary me.)
What Poetry Form Are You?

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